Hating everything right now. Going to be emo for the day.
If more of us valued food and cheer and song above hoarded gold, it would be a...– J.R.R. Tolkien in The Hobbit (via unboundeddomesticity)
I don’t want this anymore. Why am I so pessimistic? Why am I so negative? I use to be happy and not this pessimistic. Now I just want everything to end. I just want to curl up in a corner and not see anyone or anything because it all causes me pain. My heart constantly feels like a knife is in it and i just want to rip it out. I want to come home and cry every other night. I don’t...
Well this stinks.
Normal teenagers when parents are away: PARTY, ALCOHOL, SEX
Me when parents are away: I CAN SING OUT LOUD AND EAT EVERYTHING
Even though you were the shittest person I ever met, I still miss you. Everyday.
So sadly I’ve been known to have mental breakdowns seemingly from nowhere. In truth it usually comes from a month of stress and little events that eventually make me crack. Then suddenly, usually the most silly insignificant thing happens, then CRACK! I completely lose it. All the stress hits me, all the procrastination slaps me in the face, everyone and everything annoys me, I want to be...